grabbing every opportunities that come!

Things come and go..

2009-02-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

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Oh well it's been a while since I write something here. Been busy with stuffs, lots of thing come up which until now I still couldn't figure out or a way to overcome it. I will start a new blogsite, which is now still under construction.
Sometimes tend to lose my identity, tend to lose direction, which is very bad. I need to overcome
that. Oh well I can't wait for my parents to come here, Malaysia, I really need my mum, sounds corny
but yea she's been my strength for all this time, my life's pillar of support. I miss u mum :)

Alright, that's all for now, I'm just gonna enjoy my drink and relax. The weather's nice and coffeebean is
indeed a good place to sit down and enjoy it's drink. Who knows I could get some inspiration :)

Kimi, signed out

Sync.....

2008-07-13T09:03:00.001-07:00

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Oh well, its been a while since i post something. Some peoples have been complaining, directly to my face (lols!) on why am i not updating my blog. Ok peeps, the main reason why is that i dont feel like updating it without my VAIO, yeah NO VAIO NO UPDATE! It sounds lame, but yeah im not used to write anythin here using other pc or laptop, cause my VAIO has been so helpful to me (deep eh).

Its now almost a week im in Brunei, jalan2 saja di sini ani. Nevertheless, im having a great time with my family, my cousins, my friends and that particular person (whoever it might be lols saja wah kan buat2). Oh today i had my lunch with my family, makan ambuyat! its been a while inda jalan and makan with my parents and abg zul (ia selalu busy wah kalah menteri!). Anyway, it was great. Abg Zul kan belanja sushi actually for dinner, but then cancel on some reasons.

Ok la ah, thats all la saja dulu. Im still waiting for news from TTCO (VAIO vendor in Brunei) about my laptop. Rindu la kat my VAIO. Ok, later kan bangun for sahur, kan puasa sunat esok ikut my parents (hehe). So peeps, ill update more nanti, although im not sure how long is that "nanti" haha.

Kimi, Signed Out

Empty......

2008-06-22T15:27:00.000-07:00

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Oh well, here i am now, blogging, heh..yeah i havent update my blog for a few days.
So urm..theres nothing new actually, im just now trying to accept and absorb every facts (most of it is hard), but yeah, life goes on.

Ive done nothing productive these few days (sigh, it shouldnt happen). Oh well, i bought a new ZARA jacket, haha yes ma boros anak mama ani (my mum reads my blog as well ok?). I miss my cousins, miss hanging out with them, and yeah of course i miss my friends too. Ive been checking on some blogs, and u know, i just love to read, and its interesting to read their blog.

Hmm ok, i dont mean to fret, but yeah lots of thing happened, i just need to take it easy, pray to Allah so that everything will be back to normal and run smoothly. All i want to focus in now is to carefully choose the right path for my life, so i wont repeat the same mistake. I'll make my mum dissappointed big time on me if i ever repeat it again. Oh yeah, my cousins are coming in 2 weeks time! yeayyyy! i just cant wait for it (min jangan lupa balikan ku dulu dvd arh komunis hahaha).

Ah well, i think im off to bed now. I just got back home from watching Euro 2008, and Spain won the game! oh yeah! and i won the bet! its not much, only 1k hahaha kiddings, marah mama karang eh. Bah ok, im fasting so yeah i need enough rest LoLs.

Kimi, Signed Out

Never miss....

2008-06-11T12:00:00.001-07:00

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I supposed to post this last night, but i forgot (ngaleh banarnya haha). So yeah, we went to Timesquare yesterday, just wandering around and checking stuff.

We stopped by at Chicken Rice Shop to eat (lama dah inda ke sini).

- Chicken Rice Shop!

- Ambil gambar while waiting for the food

- My best buddy!

Then, we continued to wander around the mall again, before we headed to our "hive", STARBUCKS!hahaha. Yeah, its our "HIVE". We sat on these 2 nice couch, chit-chatting, checking on girls hahaha.

- The mug, PDAs and Ipod with Sony's headphone

- I was bored, so just trying to take some nice pictures

- not bad ey?

- Likewise :p

- Trying to use different features of the camera

Well alright, i think thats all i can write. We stayed at Starbuck until 9pm, then we headed back home. Oh yeah, i bought Starbuck's thermos and mug hehe.

Kimi, Signed Out

Simple but nice....

2008-06-09T12:41:00.001-07:00

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Alright, i just came back from having dinner with my housemates (my treat for them). Well, urm...they bought me a cake!for my birthday!so nice of them (walaupun durang last minit tau its my birthday, but durang tarus bali hehe).

They bought this chocolate fudge cake from secret recipe (which happened to be 1 of my fav hehe).

- my cake, well its last minute so not much wording hehe

- Looks tasty?yes it is!

- Thanks, you guys :)

- The box!

I really appreciate it guys, i really love the cake! Sorry i didnt get to treat kamu at a better place, we'll go for it this weekend ok?

Alright, thats all, i wanna play my xbox360.

Kimi, Signed Out

Another year older.....

2008-06-09T00:33:00.001-07:00

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Hmm, well i feel like it was only yesterday from my last birthday, time past by that fast huh? So another year older now....still young haha

Thanks for all the wishes and greets, i appreciate it! Well alright, i dont know why, i dont feel that "great feeling", something that any birthday boy/girl should have. Ive been thinking for the whole night, looking back at my past, things ive been through, which made of who i am now.

Nevertheless, im grateful to Allah for still giving me chance to live till now, and giving me chance to pursue my dream, although im facing quite number of problems now, but still thats just part of life.

Alright, i dont know what am i bragging about here lols so yeah happy birthday to me! hahaha and again...thanks for the wishes u all..:)

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This is for you.....

2008-06-06T09:08:00.001-07:00

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Hmm alright, im not feeling that well today, but still ive started my day with something that ive never done before (thats what i can remember). Alright, ive promised someone, that i would send her starbucks drink and subway sandwich, which i really did.

She didnt believe it at first, then when i called her, she kinda freaked out and kept on saying "no", "dont", "just buy for yourself" hehe, iatah tu nah, dare me again!. So i bought her the stuffs, it was supposed to be for her breakfast, but then i was kinda late, so i guessed its for her brunch hehe sorry~. I went straight to Monash to send the foods, and waited for her at the main gate. She still cant believed i would do that, well yeah me myself couldnt believe it either, haha.

I wasnt feeling well, so after gave her the foods, i straightaway went back home and took my rest. After Jumat prayer, Amzar asked me to accompany him to go to Nottingham University. By 4 50, we took off from our place.

- Me, while waiting for the lift

- Amzar, thinking of something

- Me again, inside the lift

When we arrived at the place, it was already closed *sigh*. It looked nice though, so yeah we'll probably come again this monday.

- Amzar, infront of the main entrance

- Amzar was thinking to break-in i guess?

From there, we made our way to Pavillion, to eat! It was kinda crowded, cuti sekulah kali ah~. From pavillion, we went around, no where to go (hahahaha). So we just walked and walked, and finally stopped at......Starbucks!hahaha. We sat down, chit-chatting and yeah we got a free drinks (as usual).

- my drink!

- being narcist..hahah

- Again

- Amzar busy talking

- Starbucks! oh i like!

- Vain!

- Waiting for message...but nada orang message :'(

- ????

- Vain!

Well, thats all, we went back home by 10 30 i guess. Im going to have a rest, i still dont feel good.

Kimi, Signed Out

Things.....

2008-06-05T08:19:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed Out

Ok, again, its not such a productive day today hehe. Well, i woke up late *sigh* i really need to get over that attitude, i need to wake up early, everyday!. So, there was nothing much to do, woke up, check my email (as usual).

As there was nothing to do, i just play my xbox360 games. I was having a difficulty to choose which game should i play, ive completed all the games (im just too good haha). So i just played Winning eleven, and yeah play the master league mode. But it only lasted for a while, i got bored and switch the game off. After that, i just sat in front of my laptop and continue to watch "friends" (its been a while). I love this series, its 1 of my favourite.

I called pizza hut, as i was lazy to go out (hahahah yang lain pun malas bah!). After waited for about 30 minutes, the pizza guy came and delivered our pizza, and walla! we enjoyed every bits of it!hahaha.

Well, yeah i continue to watch friends hehe. oh yeah, i really cant stop from looking at the 2 sisters niece, she's just soooooo adorable!! i want 1!lols...ok i cant think anymore, gonna continue to watch friends.

Kimi, Signed Out

Smile.....

2008-06-04T07:29:00.001-07:00

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Alright, it wasnt such a bad day today. Woke up early today, im just so excited, cause i finally got to meet 1 of the 2 sisters, pjah! (si cute) lols. Took a cab to Pusat Bandar Damansara, i was kinda restless this morning, cause i'm not really sure where the hell is this place haha, to make things worst, the taxi driver was not that sure as well.

So yeah, as a "traveller" (perasan), i had to take the risk!Alhamdulilah, the taxi brought me to the right place! Well i wasnt sure actually when i got there, so i just walked around and look for starbucks, and i was delighted when i saw it! and yeah i saw MAHSA students as well!! haha...

So, i went straight to Starbucks, and there she is! Pjah was inside already (baru datang plang jua). Took a seat, settle down, then went to order drinks! i ordered Dulce De lecche, and pjah ordered chocolate frappucino! Now here's the f**ked up part, my drink was not the real Dulce De lecche, the baristas gave me Vanilla something something instead *sigh*. Well nevermind, i still enjoyed the drink.

Had a nice conversation with Pjah, she was trying to study though, but i just kept on talking (sorry pjah). Oh, when i took out my camera, she was so excited and used it to take some pictures, nice pictures!. Look at these pictures:

- Good?no?yea i dont think so hahaha

- i dont know whats she's trying to do -_-"

- Better :)

- Not bad...

- She's trying to show her phone i guess :p

- ok la...nampak how bad my phone is now -_-"

- Our drinks!

- starbucks!

- She was trying to cover her face

- Her sandwich, inda habis pjah??-_-"

- She looked so excited there -_-"

I could have taken more pictures, but yeah my camera was out of batery *sigh*. I accompany pjah walked to her college, and then made my way to Bukit Bintang. Went to check on some stuffs, and again, rehat arah Starbucks (now di Timesquare). Went to Subway to buy some sandwiches (for me and amzar), then headed back home. It was raining and i had to wait for almost 1 hour for the cab!

Ok thats all, i need to email the pictures to pjah haha

Kimi, Signed Out

And Now....A Roadblock....

2008-06-03T08:37:00.001-07:00

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Well ok, i dont really have the mood to update actually, but yeah someone wants to know what i shopped with my bro (lols!).

First of all, food was the main thing why he came here (hahaha), by the time he arrived here, after checked in, he straightaway looked for the "steamboat" guy, and yeah, he ate a LOT! Alright, enough with that.

So urm, we shopped for some stuffs, including shirts, shoes, oh yeah helicopter (the remote control heli i mean). I also had to accompany his friend, abg ajis, to look for his camera. Went to check on few shops, and yea, at last after "sakit2 kepala" memikirkan (kan abg ajis?) he decided to buy in this shop (the salesperson was nice anyway). Unfortunately, didnt get to take pictures, too busy shopping and "palau-ing". It was really great, too bad they're only here for 2 nights (sekajap bah).

Anyway, im sort of facing a "roadblock" now, and having a hard time to get through it *sigh*. Im still searching for other alternative to get past this "roadblock", and i hope that i will get through it. I wont write further, im blank, i dont know what to write hehe

oh yeah, the 2 sisters nieces are veryyyy cuteee!adorable! especially that dayana (lurus kah yum?lurus kah pjah?) i havent meet her though hahaha, only saw her pic and yea she's just .....*speechless*.

ok thats all, oh yeah to the 2 sisters, goodluck for ur exams ok? I "heart" u 2 hehe...

Kimi, Signed Out

still feelin empty....

2008-05-29T04:33:00.001-07:00

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Alright, my 2nd bro and the gangs will arrive tonight, i cant wait! Woke up around 10 30 this morning, took my shower then went to my college with Amzar. I need to renew my student visa, while Amzar need to change his student visa to working visa (something like that).

After everythings done, well not really done though, we still need to come back tomorrow. Went back home after that, to take our laptops and then made our way to Bukit Bintang.We could see the dark clouds over kl!We could barely see kl tower and klcc!!

- Taken from my apartment, gelap ahhh!

I need to confirm the hotel rooms for my brother and his gangs, in other words, i have to pay the deposits for them! (kapih kapih). Oh yeah, we had our lunch in Nandos! (oh yeah, we LOVE nandos).

- The flavours chart in Nandos, Extra hot, Hot, Mild and Lemons & Herbs

- Amzar texting someone, looks serious =x

- Nandos wall (saja2)

- Amzar again....dont know what was he looking at

- The food, 1/4 chicken with coleslaw and chips

From Nandos, we made our way to the hotel, and made the deposits. We took the chance to rest for a while in the room. After about 30 minutes resting, we went to starbucks timesquare, to have some drinks and chill (its been a while we didnt go to timesquare starbucks). We're still in starbucks now, i have nothing to do so i just blogging.

- Starbucks!

- Our orders! Well thats amzar's drink to be exact

- Now, my drink is included in this picture

- What are you checking bro?serious saja?

- oh me!..lols....

ok, thats all, im gonna continue surfing, will update again later i guess.

Kimi, Signed Out

Empty.......

2008-05-28T04:40:00.001-07:00

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Once again, i feel empty, blur and anything like it today. I dont know, it just happened to be like that, or maybe is it because im thinking of something?oh wait, maybe its someone? Lets just say its both.

Woke up early, directly faced my laptop, check email and messages and stuffs, then *puff* im blank. I dont know what to do. I was blur, took a deep breath, and had my shower. Then went to continue with my GTA4 game. But thats it, i still cant find anything to do, anything useful, nothing came up in my mind. Is it really because im thinking of something? Well my results are still not out yet, which make me nervous here -_-" that could be the "something", is it also because of "someone"? Well maybe it could be because of "someone" as well.

My mind just practically cant stop thinking of "her". Part of me just want to stop, back off as it seems that "her" has "her" own "someone". But then, another part of me, just want to stay put, to keep up with "her". I just couldnt stop from "missing" her, ah well, let it be, i dont care whatever people say, i know most of them will say "its not worth it, just stop" but urm ive been thinking about it, and yeah, i cant *sigh*

Oh, tomorrow my 2nd bro will be coming to Malaysia with his bunch of friends! His annoying friends! Haha i cant wait! Its only for 2 days though, why they want to come here? Just to eat! hahaha! He's in singapore now, due to come to brunei tonight. So tomorrow, he will be flying off again to Malaysia (paning my mum olehnya). Anywhoo, it'll be fun to have him around :) and yeah abg ajis will come as well! haha i know it'll be great!

Ok, im gonna stop, off to my maghrib prayer.

Kimi, Signed Out

Not a bad day after all....

2008-05-27T04:40:00.001-07:00

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Alright, it was such a wonderful day for me today, why? cause i finally got to see "her" again. Well, alright, i woke up early today (excited bah!) but then something came up, which need my attention. After everything's done, i made my way to Monash University.

Luckily the traffic was fine this morning, and i arrived in Monash around 1135 AM. I texted "her" to come to the gate as i was not confident to walk in there with my previous excuse (to see the marketing people) haha. Well we need student pass to enter the place (tight security, well its good anyway).

Went to the 4th floor, and straightaway check "her" laptop (thats the reason why i could see "her" today). Spent almost 3 hours there, checking "her" laptop and chit-chatting. I mentioned something creepy, which freaked "her" out. I was telling "her" about this blackmagic stuff, things ive seen and all. It reallyyyyyyyyyyy made "her" scared. She told her friends about it and 1 of "her" friend asked me how to "see" those things (haha). Around 2 45, my best buddy came, Amzar, and brought me the "stuff" that ive left earlier.

When ive done checking "her" laptop, we went to Sunway Pyramid. Oh, i gave "her" this "tudung" i bought last time. I hope she likes it.

We went directly to Starbucks! Oh my, its been a while! i was craving for starbucks drink! (brunei doesnt have starbuck). Ordered our drinks, then sat down to relax and yeah sharing some ideas and stuffs. Took some photos, check it out:

- Starbucks!!! haha....Dulce something something was the name of my drink sorry i forgot!

- Nice shot?yes?no?try to guess, is the photo edited or not?

- I like the design

- Look carefully :)

From starbucks, we went to wander around the place, and then ended up in Jco Donuts.

- JCO donuts!

We didnt buy anything though (haha!) we just wanted to check it out, we went to subway instead to get the sadnwiches and then made our way back home. I should have take more pictures, but my camera was ran out of battery (too bad!).

Kimi, Signed Out

Outing in kl again....

2008-05-25T10:17:00.001-07:00

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Alright, now this is my first posting about me in kl and today is also my first outing since i got back here (with my best friend, Amzar).

I woke up around 9 today, then just directly continue to watch Friends series (lama dah inda meliat). Around 12 30, when i was about to take my shower, someone knocked my door, then to my surprise, it was Amzar (he said he would only come back here by 31st May). Instead of having a rest, he straight away asked me to go out for movie (cayalah bro). I took my shower after that. We also asked our housemates to come along, but then only Wahid and Niko wanted to come along.

I took a photo of klcc from our place this afternoon, but then the haze was so thick! Look at this:

- See, klcc was hardly visible!

Oh yeah, Amzar fell asleep while waiting for us! He was watching this movie on his laptop, then he fell asleep! He must be tired i guess haha

- See? He fell asleep, he didnt realized i took this photo

Then we headed off from our apartment, straight to the bus stand to wait for Rapid Kl bus.

- Niko and amzar....on our way to the bus stand.

- hee...vaining! Amzar was talking about something serious!Look at his face!

- Niko and Wahid

- Amzar being vain, wait! Look at his finger! a ring!! yes he's engage! lols

We waited for about 10 minutes, then the bus came. Once we arrived at midvalley, we went straight to the food court. The table was full! Look at this:

- full kan??????

Finished with our meal, we headed to the cinema, and the queue was a bit long. Amzar queued up to buy the ticket for the movie (Indiana Jones). We got the 5pm show, and since we still have 1 hour left, we wandered around the mall.

- In the Apple Machines store

- Niko checking on stuffs

We kept on wandering around until we didnt realized it was already 5pm!We rushed to the cinema and luckily we didnt missed any part of the movie (the advertisement and trailers usually took 15 minutes). After the movie, we went to Nandos for our dinner.

- Amzar playing around wit the menu

- Again..lols

- Niko having a good time (he was the one who suggested to go to Nandos)

- Amzar and Wahid, Amzar still playing with the menu -_-"

- Alright, this photo was taken because of the girl in white :p

- Me!

- The food!

- Amzar on the phone with his fiancee :p

From Nandos, we went to MPH bookstore, to check on some magazines. Then we headed to south court, to wait for our taxi.

- Niko and Wahid

- Nice shot?yes?no?

We tried to ask every taxi but to no avail, no taxi wanted to go to our destination. So we decided to go to North court to take the bus.

- Me!lols..sampat lagi begambar

- Me and Wahid waiting for the bus

- Is that the bus?no?urghhh!!

After waiting for about 30 minutes or more, we decided to ask any taxi that passed by, and yes we got 1. We headed straight back home.

Thats all, i need to perform my prayer now.

Kimi, Signed Out

Re-adjust.....

2008-05-24T19:05:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

Its Sunday today, and im still lost, blur...i dont know what to do, and this feeling, i dont know how to describe it, i myself dont know what i feel now, but its something (cana kan tu?lols).

I need to re-adjust i guess, i need to sit down and think deeply whats the problem. Slept early last night, as i have nothing to do (im blur!). Well, maybe for now im just gonna play GTA4 and do some crazy stuff in there lols.

Alright, thats all, i dont know what to write anymore.

Kimi, Signed Out

If Only.....

2008-05-22T09:53:00.001-07:00

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If only.....we always say that, which could be after something had happened or we wish it could happen to us. I admit, i do think that way sometimes. "If only" i do this, "if only" im this and that, and so on.

But yea, it seems that my "if only" is always regarding about that "her". Now i think its time for me to stop, as it seems that "her" is always about her own "him" (confuse?saya juga :p). I'm just going to keep it by myself, stop saying it out loud, saying those words again etc. As long as that "her" happy, ill be happy as well.

Why do we always have this "if only" thought in our mind?Sometimes it sounds like we regret with the things that we have now. Maybe we do feel that "regret", and wished that it turned to be something else. But then, we are supposed to accept and appreciate of what we have and what we are now arent we? I always cover this "if only" with "there's always a reason for everything that happen". It also teaches us to put more effort to get into that level or stuff, which is eventually good if we think more and rationally.

But again, we being human being cant just escape from having this "if only" thing, right? Its just our nature hehe. Ok im gonna stop now. Need to perform my prayer.

Kimi, Signed Out

Jalan-Jalan.......

2008-05-21T11:37:00.001-07:00

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Went out with my cousins again last night (21/05/08). Suddenly i just felt like to play that basketball thingy, at the mall arcade. I called amin and i found out that he sleptover at Muntui's house, so i asked both of them to come with me and they agree.

Then, Jims texted me that she and Jids want to come along (minta aga tarus lah tu ertinya). I picked the 2 sisters around 4 45 and arrived at Muntui's place around 5. We had to wait for Amin for about 15 minutes. So we took some pictures to kill time

- Ambil gambar while waiting for Amin and Muntui

Dayat came home from work few minutes later and she bought this leg massager. It seemed that the machine was heavy, so me, as a "gentlemen", went to help her. The picture would tell the whole story :p

- See, me helping dayat ^_^

Then back in the car, we took another picture.

- Kami suka being vain

- Another picture, by that time Amin and Muntui ada sudah, but Muntui inda mau begambar.

From Muntui's place, we went straight to Mall, and we were lucky to get the parking straightaway. Amin and Muntui didnt want to play at first, but then after kept on trying asking, they agreed to play. From the arcade, we went down to buy the "tokoyaki".

- Makan tokoyaki sambil begambar

Since we're sushi lovers, we decided to go to escapade for sushi-ing. We got the "vip" room, and enjoyed our sushi there.

- Us....

- Again...us....

- Me and Jids....our cloth's colour is always the same/similar -_-"

After sushi-ing, we headed back to the mall, to perform our maghrib prayer. And the 2 sisters wanted to buy icecream. Muntui asked me to go to Chong Hock kiulap, to check on some stuffs, from there, we went straight to kilanas and stayed there for about 1 1/2 hours, for chit-chatting and fixing Jim's laptop.

Then thats it, me and Amin send Muntui back to Bengkurong and directly headed back to Tutong. That's all, kan sembahyang dulu, and yeah champions league final in a moment.

Kimi, Signed Out

Thoughts.....

2008-05-21T11:11:00.001-07:00

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Every individuals have their way of thinking, accepting facts and thoughts, giving their opinions and how they apply it. It is good when they could give positive thoughts and point of view but then it is sad when they only know how to condemn others and their thoughts.

It is really sad, when someone give an opinion (which is eventually good) and they just straight away condemn it, make fun of it, without thinking further, which shows how "narrow-minded" they are, not open. Some of them even only knows how to talk, but doesn't know how to apply it. It shows how "pathetic" they can be. Wont elaborate further about it, and again please open up your mind. :)

Anyway, it is now about a month, from the day i received the message, the "ended" message. It hurts, but i still keep that message, just as a reminder, that it happened. Well, no reason for me to be mad, and i still could smile, and yes, i always smile just by thinking of "her". It seems that "her" really means a lot to me.

Thats all, i need to take a rest.

Kimi, signed out

Miri.....

2008-05-15T23:54:00.001-07:00

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Yesterday(15th May 2008), my 2 cousins, my parents and me went to Miri. Oh my, its been a while i didnt go to Miri. Raqib came to my place around 8 15 (saya suruh datang awal). By 10, we head off to miri.

It was hot in the car (something's wrong with the car air-cond) but yeah, we survived hehe. Went straight to Boulevard, had our lunch there and then went to look some stuffs. Raqib wanted to check on Hard Disk and Rams, which is eventually cheaper here in Brunei (survey dulu bah). Next shop,was the book shop, bought some magazines and raqib bought some books (buku ugama) and amin bought men's health magazine (hehe). From boulevard, we went to E-mart, where mama bought "terubuk" masin and so does raqib. I took the chance to text "her" and bank in some money to my Maybank account.

We had a rest at sugarbun for a while and then went home. By 5, we reached home and raqib went back straight to Kilanas.

I'm not in a mood to write actually, so i think i just stop now. Some of the photos taken yesterday:

- Me n mama

- Amin took this pic by himself

- eksen meliat barang, padahal posing lols

- masih posing walapun mama n babah left sudah haha

- Raqib with his pose lols

- He was actually looking at the salesgirl

- Terubuk!!! (to my big bro, nada di canada ni)

Kimi, Signed out

Game girls???

2008-05-12T06:56:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed in

Ok, i was surfing the internet, and i came across with this article. It seems that video game is not the "boy's toys" thingy anymore, as more and more girls are now into gaming as well.

In australia, 41% of the gamers are female (wow!), while in US the female gamers are up to 38%. I still need to do some research for our country, but i can see that more and more bruneian girls are into gaming now (go girls!). Recently, there was this girl, called syairah, shine during Brunei Cyber game! She beat the defending champion (way to go!).

Well, this is an interesting fact. And it is fun to play games with girls as well, i mean c'mon, they catch up really fast, plus all the talking (hehe). Ok thats all, i want to continue reading.

Kimi, Signed Out

Mother's Day

2008-05-11T21:27:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

It was Mother's Day celebration yesterday (11/05/2008). I wanted to post this last night, but because there were some problems with the electricity (it turn me off) lols.

It was a day to celebrate our mum's sacrifice to us, expressed our feeling to them, saying how much we love them and so. It is also a busy day for restaurants and flower shops. Empire, Rizqun, Season was fully booked yesterday (*sigh*sedih saya). In the end, we went to Holiday lodge. Oh, i bought a bouquet of flowers for my mum. And then, when she decided to bring my 2 ninis as well (nada nini nada tah our parents tu), i decided to bought 2 more bouquet for them too!

My parents and my ninis was the first one to arrive at holiday lodge (saya di mall ambil bunga). i felt awkward the way those peoples looking at me with 3 bouquets of flowers, these might be what they were thinking:

- "eh..banyak jua mama nya ani"

- "Satu untuk mama banar, dua atu untuk mama angkat kali?"

- "Satu untuk mamanya, satu untuk mama mertuanya, satu untuk gf/bininya"

- "Mun aku kana bagi macam atu bisai jua"

- "Nada orang kan bagi aku kah?bisai anak ani"

And, there were these 2 girls (sisters i guess), when i was at the escalator (going down) and they were about to go up, 1 of them looked at me and was kinda surprised and said something like ("hehe pikir ada orang kan bagi aku"), hehe sorry girl, well if only i had some time, i might give you 1 haha.

Then i went straight to holiday lodge (mama babah nini menunggu kali ah). Once i got there, i saw them waiting for me at the lobby. I brought the flowers, and gave it to them, hugged each of them, telling them how lucky i am to have them (Without these 2 ninis, my parents wont be the one that i have now).

This is them:

- Mama, My nini from my dad's side, My nini from my mum's side and babah

Then we went to have our lunch. About 20 minutes later, abg zul came (seperti biasa, abg zul menyaya nini2 hehe).

Alright, thats all, im just gonna continue with the pictures:

- Asyik becerita nini2ku

- Mum and Dad :)

- Vain?

- My ninis enjoying the food :)

- Mama sampat posing sambil makan (it runs in the family bah :p)

- Babah macam kana lecture oleh nini

- Again, my ninis (and again nini sebalah my mum jua yang makan nini sebalah babah migang galas)

It was nice to see my ninis being happy yesterday and enjoyed the food. It was nice to see my mum happy as well.

Again, Happy Mother's Day Ma, i love you so much, i know theres nothing in this world could repay for what you have done to us, i am so lucky to have you as my mum, no one could ever replace you. To my 2 ninis, i love both of you, you two are the greatest nini, gave birth to my dad and my mum which I'm really grateful to have.

p/s: We dont have to wait Mother's Day to celebrate and appreciate what they have done, their sacrificed, everyday is a mother's day, father's day, we should appreciate them all the time, every hours, every minutes, every seconds, every air that we breath (am i being too much?hehe)

Kimi, Signed out

Lunch with CHM

2008-05-09T10:09:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

I had a lunch with almost all CHM members today (Friday, 09/05/08). It was nice to be able to gather with them, chit chatting with them (gossiping to be exact) and of course taking picture with them (we are vain anyway).

Today's lunch was held for celebrating Bu Ibih's birthday (wife to Pechahak, son of my late nini, Haji Mohamad). Mansyor (1 of CHM's ustaz) recite the "Doa" before we start eating. After that, eating time!and guess what, my mum was the one who officially started it (syabas mama).

As usual, we, cousins, gather around and talking about stuffs and yes, we gossiping as well. We also talked about our next possible outing, which could be "satay-ing".

Thats it, enough talking, im just gonna show some pictures we took:

- Kami dengan our nini tersayang (Cahak, Mansyor, Me, Nini, Amin, Amit Mal, Yasir and Jims)

- Seperti biasa, kami suka ambil gambar

- Previous pic, si amin nada, now si yasir nada

- Begambar dulu dengan Ka DD, before she left

- Kami tengah chill di luar (liat saja usul si amin atu, chill banar)

- Santai

- We just love camera

- Tukar perempuan, si Bibi lagi

- My lil sis :)

- Birthday woman! hehe thanks Bu Ibih

- Me n Muntui, CHM's tennis player lols!

- 2 orang ani, suka mengaga tempat ni

Alright, atu saja, nanti lagi, im sleepy, im out.

Kimi, Signed Out

Past, Present and Future...How it could affect progress in life

2008-05-09T09:44:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

Past, everyone has it, something that everyone has gone through, it could be good and it could be bad as well, whatever it is, we should take it as our lesson of not doing it again (if its a bad thing).

Present, It is what and how we live NOW, which is going to be our PAST.

Future, something that will come, that we will face, and when it comes, it could be good and it could be bad as well, depends on our plan, decisions we make, and of course, by God's will.

Looking back at those times, during my childhood time, what kind of little kid i used to be, how did i assess stuffs, how "naive" i was, and so on. I am sure, everyone wants to go back to their childhood time, where everything we could think of was playing around with friends, toys, being spoilt, and so on. I wont be an exception for that matters. I got almost everything that ive asked for from my parents, i didnt really bother to think about other stuffs, all i know were to spend my time to play (of course, eat and sleep). I could say i was a spoilt little boy, and yes, i admit i do wish i could turn back time and be that little boy again. But then, it makes think, what if, i didnt have that kind of life. What if, my childhood time was a "nightmare"?I bet everyone knows and would agree that not all kids have the kind of life i have mentioned just now. Would we still wish to be in that kind of situation again?i dont think so, but maybe yes, wishing to be a little boy again, but of course in a different situation.

Then it goes to my "teen age" time, the "spoilt" me just keeps on going. I was still spoilt, i wanted to have this gadget, this toys, games and so on, and i didnt bother much about study, which in the end i face the consequences. When i think of it, those so called "unfortunate" kids who could not afford to get things they want, are actually "fortunate" as they struggle in their study and be successful so that in the end, they would have what they always wanted to have. But of course, there are some cases, where those kind of kids, are being more unstable as they progress in their life. Those are the past, and i remember, despite of all the good stuffs i got, there were some unforgettable events and stuffs, happened in my family, bad stuffs. But still, im so thankful to god that i have a very mentally tough parents.

At now, the present, i realised of everything that i have done, all those bad things, things that lead me to nowhere in life. I think its because of im growing up, and yes there is a saying in malay (sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tiada berguna), which means its useless to regret later as we should have think the consequences before we do anything, and i agree with that. It is useless to regret about it, to be sorry about it, but then we shouldnt completely forget about it, but instead, use it to make our life's better.

Now, the present, i should make use of it to plan, my life for the "future". Then it comes to my mind that, the way we started our life as a little kid, really does affect a lot as we progress in our life. I know, people do change, but how we lived our life in our childhood time, is 1 of the major factor in shaping our life, of who we are going to be.

Well, this is only my opinion, my assessment, next post, i will relate it with philosophers, psychologists, Doctors and other great thinkers on this stuff, insyallah. So thats it, im out.

Kimi, signed out.

DVD-ing....

2008-05-09T09:03:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

Spent most of my times trying some codes and watching dvds today. Well i wont elaborate more about "trying some codes" stuffs, cause its too technical to explain.

I was watching 2 DVDs today. Both are included in my all-time favourite movie's list. First, i watched "Bourne Identity", a movie about CIA special agent (Black Ops agent) who was having an amnesia (he lost his memory including his identity and so on). I just love to watch this kind of movie, about a special agent who is really good in almost everything, including "combat technique", calculating stuffs and other great things. He eventually got to recall his identity along the movie.

He was chased by other special agents (with different specialties) and it seemed that he was the most superior among them all (as it had "beaten", kill i mean, all of them). This movie actually was the first sequel (Bourne Supremacy is the 2nd, and Bourne Ultimatum the last). Ive watched the 2nd and 3rd sequel, but not the first one, so thats why i decided to bought it.

- Bourne Identity

The 2nd movie was "The Rock". Now this is another cool movie for me. Its about a group of marines, who are trying to show their protest by taking hostages (who were unlucky enough to be in the tour of Al-Catraz, i hope i spell it right). They owned a rocket loaded with a very deadly chemical in it, where 1 rocket could kill 80,000 civilians. The government had to ask FBI chemical weapon specialist, goodspeed (Nicholas Cage) and former SAS member (Sean Connery) to help them locate and defused the rocket.

- The Rock

Well thats all i can explain about these 2 movies (im not good in explaining it, besides watching it would be better). Thats all, im out.

Kimi, Signed out.

Mum......

2008-05-08T08:54:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed in

Mother's day coming in 3 days, well yeah we dont have to wait until that day to remember of what our mum has done to us, right?

Had a nice conversation with mama (as always), and mama was telling me about her past, her childhood time till she's married.

Mama told me how hard life was during that time. Lived in a small house, sleep on a mat and so on (liat saja drama orang2 susah catu la tu). Despite all that, they lived happily, my mum still could achieved a good result in her school (walaupun terpaksa jalan kaki to school all the time). Mama dengan bangga jua telling me ia khatam more than once, when she was 12 (i managed to the same jua ma indakah?)

Then she got an offer to continue her study in Johor (Sekolah Tengku Ampuan Mariam if im not mistaken). She studied there until her 'O' level. Mama was very active at that time, where she also got this nickname "Zainab pantun" cause mama handal bepantun (whole Johor knows her). There was this one time, when Mama was already prepared for her final speech competition (whole Malaysia), she got disqualified just because she's not a Malaysian (Inda apa ma, durang takut kalah tu).

When she finished her 'O' Level, Mama went back to Brunei. She got another offer to continue her study back in Johor or Singapore, which she rejected cause her late father (my mulah nini) was sick at that time. So mama went for "maktab perguruan" jadi cikgu. She took private 'A' level exam by her own money (mama jadi cikgu dah). When she got her 'A' level, she continue to study for degree. Mama was already married and had a family by that time (i was born already jua :p). She graduated in the year of 1991 (i forgot the date hehe), and then she focus on her career as a teacher. In 1995, with a strong will to study, she decided to take Master degree. Although there were lots of challenges, she completed it in 1997.

Thats how i got the inspiration, even when she had to look after us, the family, she still managed to complete her master degree. So why not me, who has more freedom and time to achieved more than what she had (i will ma,i will). This is not only to be better than my mum, it is also to clean up my family's name. I really admire mama, with all the troubles she faced, she's still strong enough to overcome it. For the sake of her sons, my mum sacrifice almost everything, to fulfills our needs and our happiness. There's nothing in this world, that can repay for what she had done. I saw her crying in her room, and whenever i asked her what's wrong, she would only answer nothing is wrong.

Happy Mother's Day ma, i love you and ill do ANYTHING, to make you happy, to see your smile :) and yeah i am looking forward for our family lunch this Sunday (as planned). sheessh again, tears dropping out hehe (malu eh) who cares, at least i have some sort of sensitivity inside me.

Oh, here's a photo of my beloved mama

- Taken at Legend Hotel

p/s: To my brothers, always remember all the sacrifices and tears of our Mama, remember all the things you guys have done to her (good and bad), stop making her worry, stop making her cry (just because of our foolishness), stop being rude to her.

Kimi, Signed out

What's in my mind?????

2008-05-07T02:17:00.001-07:00

Kimi, signed in

Stared at the ceiling, thinking and keep on thinking, about life, including love relationship, study and so on. First thing comes in my mind, which is the one that i keep on thinking about is "her".

Ive met lots of girls (not to be cocky) but there is something about "her" that makes me keep on thinking about her. Ive made myself busy, but still, it doesnt help at all.

I dont take it as a problem for me to keep on thinking about her, cause it makes me smile. Everytime i go out with my cousins/friends, i always wished she was around.

Then, my study, to achieve my dream, to finally make my parents really proud of me. I dont know how should i progress with my degree program now, as there are quite numbers of offers, which is very tempting. Part of me says just accept the offer and work now, whereas the other part of me says pursue my dream first.

I always set in my mind, that one day i will the one that i want to be, someone who is very successful and specialise on the field of what im doing now. My mum has always been my source of inspiration (mama belajar sampai master, and she even got her master masa ia ada family, us her son) so for me, i want to be one step higher than mama, not for fame, its to clean up my family's name which has always been looked down by some peoples.

I am proud with my family, my parents, my 2 big brothers (abg bahrin and abg zul), not matter what people say about them, i am still proud of them, of who they are.

Ok, i have to admit, this post is some sort of a way for me to let things out, and i admit, tears did come out when i think about all these matters (hakim menangis??nda jua menangis banar..sikit ja bah). Nevertheless, i know i can get what i want as long as i put some effort on it, and i will be the 1 that i always wanted to be.

As for "her", i rindu u :p and i just cant wait to meet you again and see your smile (sweet bah heheh).

Thats it, im out.

kimi, signed out

Grand Theft Auto 4

2008-05-06T10:03:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

GTA (Grand Theft Auto) is one of the most controversial but yet successful game series ever made. Gamers have been waiting for years for this new instalment to be released.

As expected, the game hits the box office when it was release on 29th April 2008. It was a blasts, tons of videos have been posted in youtube showing how cool the game is, and how different gamers play the game.

I would have to agree with this phenomena, and agree that this game is indeed "~~kicking-ass~~". In this game, player will take the role of Nico Bellic (Serbian veteran in Bosnian war) who comes to United States hoping to get the "American Dream" life. He was actually deceived by his cousin (who claimed that he is living that kind of life). I started to play this game 2 days ago, and my first impression was "WOW!".

The graphic details, the storyline are superb. It is highly recommended for every gamers out there to play this game. So, what are you guys waiting for?Buy this game and play!

Kimi, Signed Out

Berkenalan dengan "babu"????

2008-05-06T09:47:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed In

well, it was such a very boring day. Started the day with subuh prayer of course (sembahyang lah kamu sebelum kamu dsembahyangkan), then play Naruto:rise of ultimate ninja (for xbox360 console).

Played for about 1-2 hours, then mama was asking if i want to join them for breakfast at Halim Plaza with their bestfriend which i rejected (i was sleepy). Went to dining room, ate some sandwiches (babah buat nyaman~) and minum madu (bagus bah :p). Then headed back to my room, check blogs and then sleep.

Mama woke me up around 1 for lunch, and then sleep again (i knoww!!pemalas banar bah hari ani!). Bangun again by 3pm, force myself to wake up as i havent do my dzuhur prayer. Received sms from Muntui by that time, asking me to play tennis with him and Rahimah. After perform my Dzuhur and asar prayer, i switch on my xbox360 again, to play Grand Theft Auto 4 (which is a very coool game!). Then around 5, Muntui sms me again saying that they are waiting at Tutong Sports Complex.

Once i arrived, i was looking for them (payah ku mencari). Cari punya cari, they appeared behind me (magic -_-"). We started to play tennis, its been a while, so i needed to try few shots. This is when i really got to know who Rahimah is, she's a daughter of Nini Ahmad (nda tau full name keke). Ia punya pangkat for us is "babu". Who cares, she's younger than me lols!

After playing tennis, Muntui asked me if i want to go out for Bowling and "babu" rahimah was really excited to play bowling as well (balik2 dah ia kan main alum kesampaian). Went back home, took a nice hot shower, sembahyang maghrib and isya', and waiting for Muntui n "babu" rahimah. After waiting for almost an hour, they came to my home. Headed to bandar, stopped by at Beribi petrol station ("babu" rahimah n muntui sampat lagi ke jamban). Then we headed to Bowling Utama, the crowd was ok, inda jua ramai. Played 2 games, where Muntui won the first game, and the second game was owned by me ("babu" rahimah jangantah ditanya kalah teruk) :p

After that, went to Ahan Thai gadong (Muntui n "babu" lapar). Then thats it, went straight back to my place and Muntui switch back to his car to send "babu" and go home.

p/s: Muntui sampat lagi ketinggalan barangnya in my car, terpaksa bepusing balik keke :p

Kimi, Signed Out

Another weekend......

2008-05-05T05:52:00.001-07:00

Kimi, Signed in

Should have posted this yesterday, but i wasnt feelin well (ntah la, tiba2 ja damam). Well, rumah mengajut sunyi (those girls balik dah), terasa tah ku jua hehe (including my mum n dad).

Jims@Jimah n Nabs@Nabilah sleptover at my place last friday, where Adek joined them on Saturday. It was nice to have them here, i have to admit that -_-" (nda sunyi rumah jadinya).

Saturday, May 3rd 2008

Last Saturday, Abg Ijul asked us to go to Jerudong Amphitheatre, to watch his band performance. After Isya' prayer, Jims, Adek, Nabs, Bibi and I went off to Jerudong. As expected, the place was packed. We were having difficulties to find a place to park.

- Jims, Bibi and Me while waiting for Adek (Love em)

- Nabs n Adek, i love these 2 girls

- Jims posing (mcm bepigang tangan jua kami a2..conflict eh)

- Us..masa kan balik...(mana c bibi????)

We missed Abg Ijul's show (sorry bro, lain kali sediakan parking utk kami), so we just stay to watch Maria, lucky draw prize presentation and fireworks display. Then we went back straight home, since all of the girls are tired (banarnya meround bandar lagi as requested by them, sekalinya semua tidur -_-").

Sunday, May 4th 2008

As planned, the girls and i went for a movie. The girls were all refreshed (they slept early the night before, satu perkara yg aneh -_-"). My mum prepared a tasty nasi goreng for us. Went to Kilanas to pick up Majeedah (we were late actually, durang tu akhir besiap =x ) then to Gadong. It was packed, ramai orang!and basement parking was closed for the wedding guests (including my dad la tu). Muntui keeps on sms-ing me, which sounds like (mana kamu?karing dah kami nunggu) hehe sorry tui nda sengaja bah ramai orang kan.

We finally got a place to park, and rushed to mall to get our tickets. We missed 5-10 minutes of the movie (its not the good part so i dont really mind). Lupa saya, we were watching "Orang Besi" (malay version), Ironman (Orang Barat punya version). The movie was great! Baiktah meliat mun alum!

After the movie, we headed to the surau for our Dzuhur prayer (sembahyang lah kamu sebelum kamu disembahyangkan). Then went to Big Papa's in Kiulap for our lunch (Si Amoi joined us by that time).

- Kirim salam yang baju merah atu eh~

- Begambar selepas sembahyang -_-"

- Saya dengan Maten (rugged rambutnya)

- I dont know what was he thinking (kenapa ko ni tui, ada masalah share dengan saya)

- I like this picture, i dont know if Si Amoi was really posing or coincidence tapi ngam! cute! ehhe

- Tekajut si Amoi, baru jua kan minum

Went to send Jims and Jids back to their home in Kilanas, then went straight back to Tutong (singgah di panchor dulu, mengantar adek n amoi). Once i got home, went straight to my room and sleep (terasa banar sudah damam atu by that time).

Alright, thats it, i think im gonna sleep early again tonight.

Kimi, Signed out

2008-05-02T09:46:00.000-07:00

Friday, 2nd May, i woke up late -_-" (again), which means i missed my quran scheme class! *sigh*. By the time i fully wake up, it was already time to get ready for Jumat prayer.

Then had our family lunch, where mama got to leak some of babah's past :p (rupanya babah~ hehe). Abg zul told us some of his funny story as well (abg zul always funny anyway hehe). I was really bored, so i asked jims to go out and she agreed (she was bored as well lols).

- Me talking on the phone

We asked Nabs to come along, and when we arrive in bengkurong, Muntui wants to go with us too (as last a new character in our outing!:p). Went to ICC, for Consumer fair something. Before we start to check the fair, we stop at the "surau" first for our maghrib prayer. The fair was ok, not that bad. Wanted to buy waffle (i just miss to eat waffle) but then i just cant stand long queue.

- Me n muntui (backshot :p)

- Was looking at the waffle

- Nabs doesnt know what to buy

- Muntui was thinking something like "nyaman kah ni?"

- Jims being vain (on our way to kiulap)

From icc, we went to kiulap to meet shalai. Wanted to watch a movie, but we cancel it since we will have our movie outing on sunday as well. So we decided to go for our dinner, which ended up in Gadong properties food court.

I had dim-sum with shalai, jims had her nasi goreng cornbeef, nabs had her nasi pattaya and muntui was having chicken something with rice lols (lupa wah!).

- Nabs enjoying her Milo tarik

- Shalai being shy (she was really quiet tonight, she must be really shy :p)

- Jims with her nasi goreng cornbeef

- ah..me..:p

- Muntui (menyasal ia order that food, nda nyaman)

- The 3 girls (menunggu sushi abg zul)

Abg zul called me to get him some sushi, and then went back home. Stop by at bengkurong, nabs's house, to get her stuff (she wanted to sleepover at my place) and then Jims decided to follow her as well. As a result, my place is riuh now! hehe.

Thats it for now, im just too lazy and too sleepy, and abg zul is disturbing now -_-" (he just cant stop taking me as a lil kid)

kimi, out.

Good But Not So Great Day

2008-05-01T04:57:00.001-07:00

Well, i woke up late today (stayed up late night just to watch the champions league). Liverpool was beaten by Chelsea *sigh*.

Mama asked me to come along with them to send Abg's car for alignment (supposed to do it in the morning but it was raining and i was sleeping!lols!). Went to this workshop in gadong area, near the TAIB shell station (i forgot the name of the workshop -_-"). The process took around 30mins to be completed.

- I was bored...being vain is the only way to kill the boredom lols!

- Abg's car

Oh, i saw a mini cooper, without its front bumper. Here it is:

- The mini cooper

From the workshop, mama was like hinting "kula batuk mama eh", which means "karing leher mama eh", so we headed to this restaurant in Tg. Bunut, near Huaho. Sari Julia restaurant was the name, if im not mistaken hehe. Went to check on Xbox dvds, but i cant find any interesting game to buy (i wonder when will GTA4 arrive in Brunei*sigh*). Thats it, headed back to Tutong after that and alhamdulilah, our journey went smooth :)

FUN but LOST?

2008-04-27T08:45:00.001-07:00

well its been a gr8 weekend (hmm yeah) spending time wif my lovely cousins. oh well supposed 2 hav sushi last night, but almost all attraction part of Brunei were having blackout!!tht would include excapade!!(the only place i wud go to have sushi here in brunei)

so yeah, we just go to yayasan and had our dinner there (CA Mohamad). Then we headed to jerudong, initially just to take some photos, but then some of my lil cousins just couldnt stand looking at those rides without going in it -_-" (oh well its ok i love to see their smiles at least it cheers me up a bit )

it was indeed a great weekend, but then something happened, which made me blank, i just cant think properly, im not being me, even worse, im being someone who i used to be before, something that i really dont want to be within me again.

i miss this person, this special girl, she's just too special for me. if i found a "genie lamp" who can make our wishes come true,ill just ask for one thing, which is that girl :) but yeah, im a muslim im just gonna ask from Allah.

thats it i guess. im just gonna post some pictures of me "having fun" wif my cousins :

- us...being vain in the car...i was driving at that time...lols

- yeah...they're vain..i know...i lov em!

- posing with the clowns..amin said 1 of d clowns is hot! :p

- me amin n yasir, while waiting for the girls

- me amin n yasir again, at excapade