still feelin empty....

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Alright, my 2nd bro and the gangs will arrive tonight, i cant wait! Woke up around 10 30 this morning, took my shower then went to my college with Amzar. I need to renew my student visa, while Amzar need to change his student visa to working visa (something like that).

After everythings done, well not really done though, we still need to come back tomorrow. Went back home after that, to take our laptops and then made our way to Bukit Bintang.We could see the dark clouds over kl!We could barely see kl tower and klcc!!

- Taken from my apartment, gelap ahhh!

I need to confirm the hotel rooms for my brother and his gangs, in other words, i have to pay the deposits for them! (kapih kapih). Oh yeah, we had our lunch in Nandos! (oh yeah, we LOVE nandos).

- The flavours chart in Nandos, Extra hot, Hot, Mild and Lemons & Herbs

- Amzar texting someone, looks serious =x

- Nandos wall (saja2)

- Amzar again....dont know what was he looking at

- The food, 1/4 chicken with coleslaw and chips

From Nandos, we made our way to the hotel, and made the deposits. We took the chance to rest for a while in the room. After about 30 minutes resting, we went to starbucks timesquare, to have some drinks and chill (its been a while we didnt go to timesquare starbucks). We're still in starbucks now, i have nothing to do so i just blogging.

- Starbucks!

 

- Our orders! Well thats amzar's drink to be exact

- Now, my drink is included in this picture

- What are you checking bro?serious saja?

 

- oh me!..lols....

ok, thats all, im gonna continue surfing, will update again later i guess.

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Empty.......

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Once again, i feel empty, blur and anything like it today. I dont know, it just happened to be like that, or maybe is it because im thinking of something?oh wait, maybe its someone? Lets just say its both.

Woke up early, directly faced my laptop, check email and messages and stuffs, then *puff* im blank. I dont know what to do. I was blur, took a deep breath, and had my shower. Then went to continue with my GTA4 game. But thats it, i still cant find anything to do, anything useful, nothing came up in my mind. Is it really because im thinking of something? Well my results are still not out yet, which make me nervous here -_-" that could be the "something", is it also because of "someone"? Well maybe it could be because of "someone" as well.

My mind just practically cant stop thinking of "her". Part of me just want to stop, back off as it seems that "her" has "her" own "someone". But then, another part of me, just want to stay put, to keep up with "her". I just couldnt stop from "missing" her, ah well, let it be, i dont care whatever people say, i know most of them will say "its not worth it, just stop" but urm ive been thinking about it, and yeah, i cant *sigh*

Oh, tomorrow my 2nd bro will be coming to Malaysia with his bunch of friends! His annoying friends! Haha i cant wait! Its only for 2 days though, why they want to come here? Just to eat! hahaha! He's in singapore now, due to come to brunei tonight. So tomorrow, he will be flying off again to Malaysia (paning my mum olehnya). Anywhoo, it'll be fun to have him around :) and yeah abg ajis will come as well! haha i know it'll be great!

Ok, im gonna stop, off to my maghrib prayer.

Kimi, Signed Out

Not a bad day after all....

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Alright, it was such a wonderful day for me today, why? cause i finally got to see "her" again. Well, alright, i woke up early today (excited bah!) but then something came up, which need my attention. After everything's done, i made my way to Monash University.

Luckily the traffic was fine this morning, and i arrived in Monash around 1135 AM. I texted "her" to come to the gate as i was not confident to walk in there with my previous excuse (to see the marketing people) haha. Well we need student pass to enter the place (tight security, well its good anyway).

Went to the 4th floor, and straightaway check "her" laptop (thats the reason why i could see "her" today). Spent almost 3 hours there, checking "her" laptop and chit-chatting. I mentioned something creepy, which freaked "her" out. I was telling "her" about this blackmagic stuff, things ive seen and all. It reallyyyyyyyyyyy made "her" scared. She told her friends about it and 1 of "her" friend asked me how to "see" those things (haha). Around 2 45, my best buddy came, Amzar, and brought me the "stuff" that ive left earlier.

When ive done checking "her" laptop, we went to Sunway Pyramid. Oh, i gave "her" this "tudung" i bought last time. I hope she likes it.

We went directly to Starbucks! Oh my, its been a while! i was craving for starbucks drink! (brunei doesnt have starbuck). Ordered our drinks, then sat down to relax and yeah sharing some ideas and stuffs. Took some photos, check it out:

 

- Starbucks!!! haha....Dulce something something was the name of my drink sorry i forgot!

 

- Nice shot?yes?no?try to guess, is the photo edited or not?

- I like the design

 

- Look carefully :)

From starbucks, we went to wander around the place, and then ended up in Jco Donuts.

 

- JCO donuts!

We didnt buy anything though (haha!) we just wanted to check it out, we went to subway instead to get the sadnwiches and then made our way back home. I should have take more pictures, but my camera was ran out of battery (too bad!).

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Outing in kl again....

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Alright, now this is my first posting about me in kl and today is also my first outing since i got back here (with my best friend, Amzar).

I woke up around 9 today, then just directly continue to watch Friends series (lama dah inda meliat). Around 12 30, when i was about to take my shower, someone knocked my door, then to my surprise, it was Amzar (he said he would only come back here by 31st May). Instead of having a rest, he straight away asked me to go out for movie (cayalah bro). I took my shower after that. We also asked our housemates to come along, but then only Wahid and Niko wanted to come along.

I took a photo of klcc from our place this afternoon, but then the haze was so thick! Look at this:

- See, klcc was hardly visible!

Oh yeah, Amzar fell asleep while waiting for us! He was watching this movie on his laptop, then he fell asleep! He must be tired i guess haha

- See? He fell asleep, he didnt realized i took this photo

Then we headed off from our apartment, straight to the bus stand to wait for Rapid Kl bus.  

- Niko and amzar....on our way to the bus stand.

- hee...vaining! Amzar was talking about something serious!Look at his face!

- Niko and Wahid

- Amzar being vain, wait! Look at his finger! a ring!! yes he's engage! lols

We waited for about 10 minutes, then the bus came. Once we arrived at midvalley, we went straight to the food court. The table was full! Look at this:

- full kan??????

Finished with our meal, we headed to the cinema, and the queue was a bit long. Amzar queued up to buy the ticket for the movie (Indiana Jones). We got the 5pm show, and since we still have 1 hour left, we wandered around the mall.

 

- In the Apple Machines store

- Niko checking on stuffs

We kept on wandering around until we didnt realized it was already 5pm!We rushed to the cinema and luckily we didnt missed any part of the movie (the advertisement and trailers usually took 15 minutes). After the movie, we went to Nandos for our dinner.

- Amzar playing around wit the menu

- Again..lols

- Niko having a good time (he was the one who suggested to go to Nandos)

- Amzar and Wahid, Amzar still playing with the menu -_-"

- Alright, this photo was taken because of the girl in white :p

- Me!

- The food!

- Amzar on the phone with his fiancee :p

From Nandos, we went to MPH bookstore, to check on some magazines. Then we headed to south court, to wait for our taxi.

- Niko and Wahid

- Nice shot?yes?no?

We tried to ask every taxi but to no avail, no taxi wanted to go to our destination. So we decided to go to North court to take the bus.

- Me!lols..sampat lagi begambar

- Me and Wahid waiting for the bus

- Is that the bus?no?urghhh!!

After waiting for about 30 minutes or more, we decided to ask any taxi that passed by, and yes we got 1. We headed straight back home.

Thats all, i need to perform my prayer now.

Kimi, Signed Out

Re-adjust.....

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Its Sunday today, and im still lost, blur...i dont know what to do, and this feeling, i dont know how to describe it, i myself dont know what i feel now, but its something (cana kan tu?lols).

I need to re-adjust i guess, i need to sit down and think deeply whats the problem. Slept early last night, as i have nothing to do (im blur!). Well, maybe for now im just gonna play GTA4 and do some crazy stuff in there lols.

Alright, thats all, i dont know what to write anymore.

Kimi, Signed Out

If Only.....

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If only.....we always say that, which could be after something had happened or we wish it could happen to us. I admit, i do think that way sometimes. "If only" i do this, "if only" im this and that, and so on.

But yea, it seems that my "if only" is always regarding about that "her". Now i think its time for me to stop, as it seems that "her" is always about her own "him" (confuse?saya juga :p). I'm just going to keep it by myself, stop saying it out loud, saying those words again etc. As long as that "her" happy, ill be happy as well.

Why do we always have this "if only" thought in our mind?Sometimes it sounds like we regret with the things that we have now. Maybe we do feel that "regret", and wished that it turned to be something else. But then, we are supposed to accept and appreciate of what we have and what we are now arent we? I always cover this "if only" with "there's always a reason for everything that happen". It also teaches us to put more effort to get into that level or stuff, which is eventually good if we think more and rationally.

But again, we being human being cant just escape from having this "if only" thing, right? Its just our nature hehe. Ok im gonna stop now. Need to perform my prayer.

Kimi, Signed Out

Jalan-Jalan.......

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Went out with my cousins again last night (21/05/08). Suddenly i just felt like to play that basketball thingy, at the mall arcade. I called amin and i found out that he sleptover at Muntui's house, so i asked both of them to come with me and they agree.

Then, Jims texted me that she and Jids want to come along (minta aga tarus lah tu ertinya). I picked the 2 sisters around 4 45 and arrived at Muntui's place around 5. We had to wait for Amin for about 15 minutes. So we took some pictures to kill time

- Ambil gambar while waiting for Amin and Muntui

Dayat came home from work few minutes later and she bought this leg massager. It seemed that the machine was heavy, so me, as a "gentlemen", went to help her. The picture would tell the whole story :p

 

- See, me helping dayat ^_^

Then back in the car, we took another picture.

- Kami suka being vain

- Another picture, by that time Amin and Muntui ada sudah, but Muntui inda mau begambar.

From Muntui's place, we went straight to Mall, and we were lucky to get the parking straightaway. Amin and Muntui didnt want to play at first, but then after kept on trying asking, they agreed to play. From the arcade, we went down to buy the "tokoyaki".

- Makan tokoyaki sambil begambar

Since we're sushi lovers, we decided to go to escapade for sushi-ing. We got the "vip" room, and enjoyed our sushi there.

- Us....

- Again...us....

- Me and Jids....our cloth's colour is always the same/similar -_-"

After sushi-ing, we headed back to the mall, to perform our maghrib prayer. And the 2 sisters wanted to buy icecream. Muntui asked me to go to Chong Hock kiulap, to check on some stuffs, from there, we went straight to kilanas and stayed there for about 1 1/2 hours, for chit-chatting and fixing Jim's laptop.

Then thats it, me and Amin send Muntui back to Bengkurong and directly headed back to Tutong. That's all, kan sembahyang dulu, and yeah champions league final in a moment.

Kimi, Signed Out

Thoughts.....

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Every individuals have their way of thinking, accepting facts and thoughts, giving their opinions and how they apply it. It is good when they could give positive thoughts and point of view but then it is sad when they only know how to condemn others and their thoughts.

It is really sad, when someone give an opinion (which is eventually good) and they just straight away condemn it, make fun of it, without thinking further, which shows how "narrow-minded" they are, not open. Some of them even only knows how to talk, but doesn't know how to apply it. It shows how "pathetic" they can be. Wont elaborate further about it, and again please open up your mind. :)

Anyway, it is now about a month, from the day i received the message, the "ended" message. It hurts, but i still keep that message, just as a reminder, that it happened. Well, no reason for me to be mad, and i still could smile, and yes, i always smile just by thinking of "her". It seems that "her" really means a lot to me.

Thats all, i need to take a rest.

Kimi, signed out

Miri.....

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Yesterday(15th May 2008), my 2 cousins, my parents and me went to Miri. Oh my, its been a while i didnt go to Miri. Raqib came to my place around 8 15 (saya suruh datang awal). By 10, we head off to miri.

It was hot in the car (something's wrong with the car air-cond) but yeah, we survived hehe. Went straight to Boulevard, had our lunch there and then went to look some stuffs. Raqib wanted to check on Hard Disk and Rams, which is eventually cheaper here in Brunei (survey dulu bah). Next shop,was the book shop, bought some magazines and raqib bought some books (buku ugama) and amin bought men's health magazine (hehe). From boulevard, we went to E-mart, where mama bought "terubuk" masin and so does raqib. I took the chance to text "her" and bank in some money to my Maybank account.

We had a rest at sugarbun for a while and then went home. By 5, we reached home and raqib went back straight to Kilanas.

I'm not in a mood to write actually, so i think i just stop now. Some of the photos taken yesterday:

- Me n mama

- Amin took this pic by himself

- eksen meliat barang, padahal posing lols

- masih posing walapun mama n babah left sudah haha

- Raqib with his pose lols

- He was actually looking at the salesgirl

- Terubuk!!! (to my big bro, nada di canada ni)

Kimi, Signed out